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dis sat go 4 kl......
omg..... 2 smt hv 2 wake up!!!! never wake up so early b4.......
i reali cnt imagine hw i'm going 2 c my st.john buddies tat day....
mayb c them using my 'panda' eyes....
2 things i hate the most when going 4 a trip or camp.... 1 of tat is, prepare luggage...... ooo.... headache.....
i reali feel vy sorry NW! i heard tat nid 2 wake up SO early, is nearly 5 am.... omg!!!!! i'm going 2 faint when i heard dis...
at the beginning, i resolved 2 go 2 kl is bcoz of i wana go 4 shopping.... bt..... bcoz of him, v cnt go....
n hw i'm reali feel jealous 2 cw tat she dun wan 2 go.......
if i dun go, i cn sleep hw late i wan n cn go 4 my lovely bmt training.... n even watch i lovely husband bmt tournament!!!!! if cn let me choose again, i will surely will say- NO!!!
bt al is 2 late...... haiz.......
2day is photo taking section... it took a long time 2 arrange the height... 5 of us hope tat cn take photo 2geter....v cnt even take photo 2geter bcoz of our height r different.
finally, three of them 2geter bt me n zr separate.... bt dis is nt wat i'm angry abt.....after they hv taken the photos, they just went off n nt thking of wait me 4 ahile..... they even turn their head bak n i cn sure tat they saw me..... bt it reali seem tat i was transparent at tat moment...
i'm nt hapi abt tat i'm just lk a paper in 5 of us..... when i was needed, i cn be vy useful..... i cn b written, make different shape or thing 2 make them hapi..... bt when they dun need me, i'm just lk a rubbish b thrown into a dusbin...
dis was nt the 1st time i felt it..... it happen many times...... n they dun even realize tat i care abt it..... i'm just lk a transparent object in their eyes....
say i cnt don go kl, then com wil duno put who 2 same room wif them... act is just 4 herself... i'm nt important.... i noe...
2day i'm reali vy unhapi til i dun even wan 2 answer them when they call me.... i just look at them 4 awhile n tried 2 escape from them.....
i'm reali cnt bear on it..... i just cn write out wat my feeling on the net..... dis is the only way 4 me 2 relief myself...
i was vy surprise when i read the sms sent by zr........i hv been selected 4 the flag comp......
how hapi i was at tat moment!!!!!! i reali hope 2 share wif my fren......bt i was alone when i read my sms.....
ppl say gud thngs wil always happen 2 those who do it hardly....... nw, i believe.......i hv put all my 'strength' n time practising my flag...... at the beginning, i thk tat i reali felt tat was no hope...... bt nw, i thk on the time i spent on it is WORTH!!!!
i promised 2 myself........ i will do the best i cn...... i hope tat i won cumbrance my team!!!!!
the time was going n my anxiety was growing.... ooo.... how nervous i was....... i thought when i was watching tv, my anxiety will go off... bt... it seem no use..... i was very nervous n scare....
the time went... things tat going 2 happen finally will happen oso... i did the personal test....
i did!!! i cn received al!!!!! ooo....how hapi i was at tat moment....
bt.... nt everything went smooth....
the next round.... i lost......
i hv misunderstanding her meaning..... n i did wrongly..... this round was involved my group.....
ooo..... i...... i cnt say how sorry i was.......
this was a selection.... i really hope tat i will b selected..... bt...... i think i cnt......
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