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the result have came out... i have no feeling at the beginning... is this the result i want? i'm not sure...
i even smile in front of friends... i feel really nothing... but, when i saw them training, saw them do everything, the busy look, the tired look, the whole face cover with sweat, i feel sad. j n i r the final choice 4 the na team... i know they will choose her as she's better than me and she's really desperate wanted to go for comp. and this is the last year for her. but when i heard pn tan say she's not concentrate as she has joined too many society. i know this is the only choice for me. but finally, is she... ok, never mind. so now, i hope i can be their team manager. i know na team manager sure is f5. so i just can look for nc team. i hope to help them, looking them to go for area comp until national comp... especially y. i know she's really stress. i hope i can at her side every moment. but, it can't be. as committee said today, they all have been selected as competitors, our distance will become far, we will not be able to work together all the time. maybe our relation will swallow also...
i scare this will really happen.
if i really can be team manager, what will be my response when i saw them winning the prize? truly, i really hope all of them can make it!
j, she is the head of marching in red house. i'm just the assistant. why is she give me to do all the things? shoe lace, whistle all ask me to buy. i have already told her that i can't find. but she just keep on asking me to find. she's forcing me... if i really can't do it, she blame on me... i'm really stress. why is she just know to force people to do thing until her hopes? can't she tolerate? i'm really very stress with her.
my pencil case... i can't find it. i have left it on the table yesterday. they said they have put it in room. but when today i go and find, it's not there. i ask committee, they say they did not see it? where is it? all my stationary are there, how can i do my homework without it?
i really no mood today. i hope to cry but i could not cry out. i really very suffer...
2day selection....scare.... i duno wat's my feeling...
my angel n devil is fighting nw....
when i thk tat i wan 2 join, my devil keep on disturbing me....
whe i'm agreeing wif my devil, my angel keep on advising me...
wat should i do?
ok... just go 4 it... don thk anythg la.....
1st aid: huh... 2 casualty... duno hw 2 do.... luckily i treat the less injuries wan... BT, i treat wrongly!!! even did a super fish thg! 'r, cn u pls pass the KIDNEY DISH, ops... KIT 2 me?'.... everybody who heard laugh.. even sir n y.... fish die!
hn: i'm reali lk a robot! huh.... ntg 2 do when they r doing the last procedure.... act lk a silly person....
foot drill: huh... 101/160.... dis is my marks... wat means? good or nt good? i duno la...
result when noe? TMRW..... wil i in? if i reali in, i wil happy or wat? i reali duno...
happy bday!!!!
dis year is a vy special year 4 me.... 1st time so many ppl wish me.... i'm reali vy touch....
at 12am, y, j and y hv sent me a bday msg....
at school, i thgt i wil just hv a silent n peace bday, bt 4s5 hv sing a loud bday song 2 me... i'm reali vy touch at tat moment...
i hide my face into the book as usual as i wil do....
when skol end, yy, ky, vt, yyy n wy hv rush 2 me 2 gv me a gift... i reali vy surprise.... i'm just their faci 4 comp team gp, bt they hv gv me a bady gift!!! i'm reali vy happy....
w n r keep on don let me bak home, act i noe what they wan 2 do....
reali, they gv me a lovely present, even sing bday song 2 me... act i thgh they hv 4gt, bt reali dono they do tat when school end...
read their card in car, nearly cry... reali vy vy vy touch.... they al use our special relation name 2 rite 2 me... although r don hv special relationship wif me, bt i oso love it vy much!!! thx u guys!!!
y n k help me 2 celebrate bday 2day. as dis is the last day they work in my house... reali hapi gt 2 snr help me 2 celebrate bday...
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pink, green...
lavenda
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~ About me ~i'm easily be frighten, easily to laugh out loud, not easy to cry, always do embarrass things
~ Wishlist ~all my dreams come true
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