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i'm vy scare nw... my heart lk thumping... vy vy messy........
she told me:' u hv 2 gt ready tat i will leave 1 day.....'
huh.......
reali reali scare........
if she reali leave, wat should i do? i hv 2 folo a new 1? i cn guess who she wil b.......
I DON WANT!!!!!!!
if u r here beside me, i will more 'an xin'........ pls don abandon me!!!!!!!
PLS DON!!!!!
PLS!!!!!!!
i din fel tat u r over controlling me..... besides tat, i feel hapi u r always here wif us.....
it's reali many of them r nt always b there looking 4 their group, bt i feel hapi tat u r caring 4 us bt nt CONTROLLING us.......
so pls..... DON LISTEN NOR BOTHER THEM!!!!!
PLS DON ABANDON ME N US!!!!!
nw i really feel tat i'm vy vy vy lucky.......
y? coz my instructor is LBY........
haha... many of them r so jealous n envy me.........
haha.......
she's really vy gud...... hvn scold me until nw ( bt i duno future)
although she is f5, hving spm nw, compare 2 others snr, i cn feel tat she's more caring for us......
she wil come our meeting when she's free..... even she hv exam afterwards...... i even saw her holding her ppr. doing revision 4 the next ppr after 1 hr......
bt when i ask others groups whom instructor is snr, they tell me tat, they din cum... nt even once....
compare 2 others instructor, she's reali help me a lot.....
others instructor less help their leader 2 thk, they say they wana them 2 plan themselves....
bt i'm nt mean tat snr lim dun wan me 2 grow, she just wana help me... i noe!!!!!
i really feel so luck n thankful 2 her..... it's really......
n i feel tat it is a 'yuan fen' between me n she....
y do i say so? coz v posing a lot of same characteristic.
v r both talkative person, self-lover, a lot of 'gui ji' n iq ques.......
i rbm whenever she's asking those lame iq ques, i wil ans wil ful joy.......
haha...
just 1 thing i thk i'm nt as good as she is---- creativity......
she's reali a vy vy vy creativity person...... she cn help me thk many things just in a short time....
i cn, bt i just nid 2 use much more time than her......
feeling vy stress nw........
bt i noe every leader is facing the same problem wif me....
so i'm nt going 2 blame anything.......
so just rite it out.....
wat make me so stress?
1. camp....
camp is coming soon. bt our meeing just 4 times!!!!!
hw cn? n v nid 2 ready 4 everything.... yells, formation, performance, f3 performance, name tag, flag......
n nw i'm racing wif time.......
huh..... cn i do it? i hope i cn!!!!!!
2. comp
nt just thking of camp, comp oso.....
i keep on asking them 2 study, bt i din....
it's because i hv use al my time thking of my camp......
bt i hv 2 noe more n clear than them......
i always tell myself, I'M THE LEADER.......
i must lead them.......nt just wat pn tan say, al follow together.........
I am an incredible person.I was created in God's image.That means I have a great heritage.
I am a positive thinker.I look for the best in myself,all people,and in all situations.That because of the law of my attraction,I find the best in myself,all people,and in all situations.
Happiness is a choice and I choose happiness and i find it too.
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woke up at 6.15am, same wif skol days.....
y? coz gt group meeting....
snr lim came, scare me........
hai hao i spoke well.......
haha........
reali shock when announced tat she's my instructor.......
heard frm many ppl, she's a person who wan everything perfect, everythg good........
she even told me tat she hope tat v cn gt all the prize, including best LEADER N best GROUP!!!
huh....... nw i cn felt a big stone on my shoulder!!!!!
during meeting:
i thought tat m din cum, i'm vy vy worry.......
coz i nid 2 clean compound at 12.15pm-1.00pm n wil hv comp course at 1pm....
hw i eat?
i ask many ppl, they just dun wan clean however they r free......
so no 1 help me.........
all the meeting, i'm reali down, even j ask me y, bt i din hv the mood 2 tel her......
however, finally settle...... she came.......
comp course:
sir told us tat v cn divide our group ourselves, bt y they divide wif us leh?
ish.....
it even worse when i same group wif x....... ish........
bt y, w n l cn SAME GROUP!!!!!! hw cn!!!! it's nt fair!!!!!!!!
huh!!!!! 5 la!!!!!1
although i'm leader, bt hw cn i control her?
she's the 1 who noe a bit n pretend noe everythg wan........
if she did anythg wrong, hw should i tel her? scold her? hw abt she dun wan listen 2 me or gv me black face?
huh.... reali vy 烦!
mayb dis is wat a leader should face!!!!!!
finally divide camp group!
i'm group 7, Burgundy leader....
huh....
from nw on, i hv 2 b more responsible n hv more confident.......
bt i hv make a wrong decision.
y n h, who should i let 2 bcome assis?
y is gud although she is just f2.
h, em...... i really duno.... she is a bit blur n dun wan 2 listen 2 other ppl sometime
bt....... she is f3 nw. if i dun let her do, she won hv any chance ady! bt y stil hv next year.....
haiz.......
finally, i told them. n i hv settle down.... i duno wat they r thking nw!!!!
huh.......
should i tell dis 2 instructor? same thg, i duno wat she wil thk of!!!!
12pm.......
a thg tat i thought b4 hv really happen
pn t , sir n snrs c us....
nt c, is scold.......
i thought tat b4, bt duno it's really happen 2day.........
cn c tat pn t is really vy vy vy vy angry n disappoint!
huh!!!!!!! 30 min!!!!!
dis 30 min really passing as slow as a tortoise walking!!!!
so nw, i'm nt going 2 thk anything, i just wana looking 4ward, planning next plan 2 do......
may i hv any support?
huh.....
nvm!!!!
believe myself!!!!!!
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