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Sunday, June 14, 2009
bak 2 skol>
tmrw bak skol again... act i'm quit hapi.... coz i'm reali feel bore at home.... do nothing at home... just watch tv, on9!!! dunno y, dis holiday i din hv the mood 2 study.... dunno is it play 2 over!!!! hope tat i cn 'keep my heart' 2 study when skol day start! REALI VY BORING!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
关心>
关心的意识到底是什么?
只是向某人问好而已吗?
我觉得..... 不只... 当他/她们遇到困难时, 能为他/她做些什么的, 也算是关心吧.
如果告诉他人, 叫他们给与需要关心的人一份关心, 而那时候,他确实需要他的关心, 我觉得那才是我对他的真正关心吧!
当他最需要关怀和支持的时候, 你默默地支持他, 已经是最好的一份关心了.
关心一个人, 不需要别人来讲, 才去做. 那不叫关心, 而是听从指示.
关心一个人, 未必要让他们知道, 如果你是真正关心他的话, 他一定感受到的.
关心一个人不难, 只要一句问侯, 就能让需要关心的人感到欣慰了.
Willing?>
yday dad bring me 2 gt injection 4 preventing cervix cancer. i hv 2 inject three times n it cost $300 per injection. hw expensive it is........
after tat, dad bring mum 2 look 4 a doctor. her leg is swelled, n the doctor say tat if mum's leg din heal after 2 months, she hv 2 do operation. omg!!!! mum is worry tat she cnt walk 1 day, n i'm oso vy scare... just i din mention it..... mum told me tat the yday's cost is up 2 $100..... how dear it is leh......
i hv beg dad 2 buy a new laptop 4 me as i hate dis comp bt he refuse. he said tat if i cn gt good result in my pmr, he will buy 1. bt nw when i thk of he hv spent so much on me ( the injection) n mum's, i ask myself m i rite 2 ask him none stop 2 buy a laptop? haiz... i thk i just cn wait until dad is wiliing 2 buy coz i reali nt willing 2 beg him none stop 2 buy AGAIN.
Monday, June 8, 2009
感触?>
i hv ady 1 week din post.... act i hv many things wana rite here, i just dun hv time 2 post...
i hv viewed few blogs of my fren n i hv thk of many things...
i hope tat dis blog is just a transparent blog.....
i dun expect will hv ppl 2 view my blog.... esp them..... as i say in the last sentence of my previous blog. or i cn say tat each of these is just one of my small secret in my life... hehe....
everyone hv hope, neither do i..... my hope is just simple..... tat is: 找到真正的知己, 找到真正爱我的人和我爱的人... seem tat i'm satisfy easily, bt these hope will nt come true easily..... i reali duno these hope will reali come true or nt....
duno y.... 2day hv so much feeling..... mayb i'm reali a person tat thk 2 many......
Monday, June 1, 2009
the feeling again......>
i thk tat i reali is just an 'other' ppl in them..... i cn say tat i hv vy less contact wif them..... they never wait 4 me n chat wif me automatically..... n whenever they go, is just three of them, i just cn walk after them......
esp r. i cn feel tat she nt so lk me..... when v play the true or dare, i said i wana sit wif them, she said no place n vy straightness.... act she cn ask the ppl beside 2 shift a bit.... y dun she do it? n i cn feel tat she always lk 2 oppose my proposition.... mayb i'm sensitive.
when i face problem, exp, i hv dirty my uniform. they just ask me 2 wash+wash n wash.....they never say help me 2 keep my luggage. they just sit there playing when i'm busy ironing n keeping my luggage...... wat a fren they r...... y has tel me b4, i'm her best fren, bt i wana ask bak her, really?
when v r in a tol bak 2 ipoh, y ask me 2 wait her in the toilet, bt after i hv wait her, she went out n join bak them..... then i just b thrown 2 the bak...... mayb i just cn say tat, i'm nt the gang of them.....yes, i thk it's reali!!!!
in the bus, they chat without me, i'm sure tat they saw me sitting there nothing 2 do.... bt they stil chat without me.... i tried 2 ask them anything topic cn include me, they say the topic i cn dun listen 2.... how disappoint i was..... i'm just important when i'm needed!!!
when palying the true or dare, i thinking tat if they ask me hv i ever hate them or dun lk them b4, i dare n sure will say yes. n if they ask me y, i won tel them bt ask them 2 view my blog.
bt til nw, i'm nt willing 2 let any on them view my blog coz i dun hope tat dis a little bit friendship wil break by dis blog!
2nd day in kl>
awoken at 5 smt....... ooo..... it was 2 early..... nt i cnt sleep bak although i was stil felt vy sleepy....
took breakfast.... again.... spicy chao que diao..... how 2 bear? n i threw it...... hungry!!!!!!
9 am- competition start...... 4 sure, v gv great support n claps 2 our team..... in our heart, they r champion!!!!
after comp, there reach lunch time.... the 2nd unlucky day!!!!! I HV DIRTY MY UNIFORM!!!!! in front of snrs..... esp her..... omg!!!!! bt i act calm in front of her..... haiz......
n i'm vy nervous coz i just hv less than an hour 2 wash+dry+ tidy up my luggage...... no 1 help me, ecp jl. i'm reali felt vy grateful 2 her..... she reali helped me a lot when i need help!!!!
finally, i just cn wore the half dry uniform...... how fluster i m......
closing ceremony........ a boring speech..... n there reach the giving prize moment....... our na team gt the overall champion..... how hapi v were.... esp the comp team.... all hv cried...... n hv the opportunity 2 s'pore 2 take part the international comp!!!!
7.30pm.... our bus start bak 2 ipoh..... v hv fun+ sleep in the bus..... how hapi v r!!!!
11.30pm... i finali bak home!!!!!
1st day 2 kl>
woke up at 2am......just slept 3 hours only...... so sleepy.......
when reach skol, stil nid 2 wait 4 almost 1 hour.... hungry+ sleepy.... reali cnt bear on it...
in bus, v sit at the last seat of the bus, stupid engine..... noisy + vibrate with none stop!!!! bt i had a good sleep there.... thx god!
in kl, v 1st went 2 the place tat v had 2 sleep there.... in xx latihan polis diraja... n tat's where the place those comp team had their competition there... it was better than i thought b4... at least had a bed n pillow 4 us... (however the bed was a bit dirty)... bt the toilet n the bath room.... haiz.... cnt lock+ water flows 2 everywhere.... reali omg!!!
next was briefing time..... wat a stupid badminton court n speech... extremely hot+ bored....
lunch time...... an extremely 'excited' lunch!!!! the chicken was extremely spicy!!!!!! reali cnt bear on, finali, i gave 2 jy.
i had never thk of i wil so unlucky.... i fell down into a drain.... n the drain was quit deep.... by leg swear..... how pain m i..... no 1 cn imagine... no any medicine n let me apply on.... i just cn use my hand 2 massage it...... pity man......
uniform checking+ marching comp time..... act was quit boring, bt when til our skol, everyone of us din felt bored anymore!!! n v gave a big claps 4 them......
at nite, ice breaking held in the same place- badminton court!!!!! hot+ boring!!!!!!!!!!! finali, v bak 2 our hostel n play true or dare........ when the bottle point on me, the ques tat asked me, i had ady expected..... so nothing special..... just 2 ppl play dare...... reali nothing special....
sleeping time..... vy hot until cnt sleep..... the room was dark..... y n l went 2 my bed n v chat secret... later, jl join us.... n v had chat a lot. n tat make me worried...... NEXT YEAR!!!!! omg.......