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Saturday, February 27, 2010

today's feeling>

the result have came out... i have no feeling at the beginning... is this the result i want? i'm not sure...
i even smile in front of friends... i feel really nothing... but, when i saw them training, saw them do everything, the busy look, the tired look, the whole face cover with sweat, i feel sad. j n i r the final choice 4 the na team... i know they will choose her as she's better than me and she's really desperate wanted to go for comp. and this is the last year for her. but when i heard pn tan say she's not concentrate as she has joined too many society. i know this is the only choice for me. but finally, is she... ok, never mind. so now, i hope i can be their team manager. i know na team manager sure is f5. so i just can look for nc team. i hope to help them, looking them to go for area comp until national comp... especially y. i know she's really stress. i hope i can at her side every moment. but, it can't be. as committee said today, they all have been selected as competitors, our distance will become far, we will not be able to work together all the time. maybe our relation will swallow also...
i scare this will really happen.
if i really can be team manager, what will be my response when i saw them winning the prize? truly, i really hope all of them can make it!

j, she is the head of marching in red house. i'm just the assistant. why is she give me to do all the things? shoe lace, whistle all ask me to buy. i have already told her that i can't find. but she just keep on asking me to find. she's forcing me... if i really can't do it, she blame on me... i'm really stress. why is she just know to force people to do thing until her hopes? can't she tolerate? i'm really very stress with her.

my pencil case... i can't find it. i have left it on the table yesterday. they said they have put it in room. but when today i go and find, it's not there. i ask committee, they say they did not see it? where is it? all my stationary are there, how can i do my homework without it?

i really no mood today. i hope to cry but i could not cry out. i really very suffer...

# posted by HuI FaNg | 1:47 PM

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