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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Disappointment - Relieve>

on wednesday, i dated 2 of my best friends out to parade as i haven't buy clothes. i dunno they really know that i have no time to go out as everyday i also have training till noon. how i wish that they really know. but, they didn't promise me yet. nvm. on friday, i asked again whether they free or not. J say dunno, ask me to text her on sun. Y say other ppl JUST NOW ask her to go jusco.

on sunday, i texted J, she only tell me that other ppl dated her and she will go with them. i'm quite not happy at that time, but i still fine. night, i texted Y, she didn't reply me. so i know that she won't go also. ok, these are all fine.
but that night, i saw J uploaded photos she went out that day (monday). rupa rupanya, she went out with Y and other friends. they all go sing k. from their photos, they are really damp happy. how i hope i can go out also, i'm very emotional conflict that day. train till mad, the man ordered and said something i really not syok. quarrel with T... how i hope they can cheer me up. well, they are the 1 who made me more sad.

what i'm angry and disappoint is, i date them 1st and they know that if today i don't go, i just have to wear old clothes during cny... but they prefer to go with their friends that date them later than me. yday i like jk gam scold J, and she just say ask me to find other ppl and say sorry. SORRY IS NOT BIGGER THAN LORRY.

i really very disappointed. i hate people not keeping their promises. J kept on asking me what happen. she even sms me and ask is it she made me angry. i dunno how to reply her. or i say: yes, both of u really hurt me like that??? or say nothing la... i can't lie on myself...she see i ignore her, she yao post on her wall... that moment i really have no feeling on her post. everything recall back my sad memories... huh... but, i become tougher, no tears rolling down, just appear in my eyes. should i be proud of this?

act, the main purpose is i wanna to have a hang out with them before cny as i think i will have no more chances to hang out with them since i will have NO MORE HOLIDAY due to competition. i never hang out with BOTH OF THEM TOGETHER.

but i know that, act i'm wrong. N is right. i shouldn't ask them to accompany me to buy clothes. my way is really not right. i should tell them that i want to hang out. they have not promise me anything, they still have the rights to choose to go with those who dated them later than me.

honestly speaking, i feel nothing now. but, i really dunno how to tell them the truth. if 1 day they know this, i hope that nothing will be change because of this.

# posted by HuI FaNg | 2:09 PM

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