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Thursday, May 5, 2011

3rd person>

after 4 years, a new one appear in my life. these 4 years, i told myself that don't do silly thing. it will just waste my time, just see ur friends, get hurt easily and this may influence my studies. but, when this kind of thing come, u urself also can't control it.

if i'm not mistaken, i saw him during state comp, by that time, he slightly attracted my attention. SLIGHTLY. he sat near me during closing ceremony, i could see him easily. or peep? did he see me peeping? MY GOD!

here comes... i really didn't notice that he had aboard the bus. maybe i was studying that time. i really got surprised when i saw him during our breakfast. that time, i started to notice him. he hung a sling bag. for boys, he consider short, BUT STILL TALLER THAN ME!!!! he doesn't has thick eyebrown which i always hope that my future boyfriend do has. YET, HE ATTRACTED ME!

every moment we were in the same place, i will automatically notice him, i just couldn't control myself. hope that it would not too obvious. during the malam suai kenal, we were that near. but, no chance to be closer, i was embarrassed.

the 3rd day night, we were even closer. i was not purposely. we went to toilet together. he saw me tidying my hair. as a gentleman, let me use the sink 1st. but was actually he dislike AMC girls only let me or he really that gentleman? i hoped that he was really a gentleman. i was 'pai seh' being not using the sink but standing there tidying my hair. finally, i spoke to him!!! just i spoke, he didn't reply. i excused myself, let him use. i stood beside him, drying my hands. we were really that in a stone throw distance. perhaps, shorter than that.

last day, once again, i got the chance to stand beside him for JUST 3 MINUTES. but is was enough. final moment, boys had to get down to the bus, i said bye to him, of course EVERYONE! he smiled and replied.

by now, his smile, his sleeping look, his eating look, not smiling yet no cool etc. are still inside my mind, i just can't control but recalling again and again. i used my effort to search for him- FB, his name, ser name, chinese name, his age, his favourite etc... and RELATIONSHIP STATUS! he is still single...

what am i suppose to do? i have fallen in love to him!!! but this year is my SPM year, i have to focus on my studies... he is the 3rd guy causing me has this feeling again. if i'm not wrong, he is even better than the previous 2! i'm just saying IF and i hope so.

# posted by HuI FaNg | 9:40 PM

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